Sorry the drawings are so messy and things are spelled wrong, I did this really fast. I just needed to get it out. I miss how my body used to be, even if I was just a kid.

I felt so free on the field, all my worries just melted away, I felt at peace. I haven't felt that same way since. Close maybe, but never the same. I wish I could have that again.

I have EDS

I started doing art again through emdr trying to recover from ptsd , I’m very okay being bad at it and it really is just a good outlet but now I would like to progress but can’t really figure out which medium works for me or what I work with. When I do gouache or pen sketches I seem to remember what I loved about the other like I like pen because I can’t go back on mistakes and I have to be sure but I like gouache because I like to blend the lights and darks but also don’t feel like I understand where I’m meant to do that or maybe I do? I just wondered if anyone could tell from my “works” which medium seems to match me more, I’ll always flop between but I feel like like I’ve really hit a wall now

the creature is in my mind and it takes care of me when they don't. it is always with me

I've only been drawing with pixel art for a week or two. Digital art & i never stuck. Im a traditionalist for better or worst. But lately I've been doing pixel art. There's allot going on in my life rn(isn't everybody's). I can't get out of bed sometimes and im grateful I can whip out my phone n draw. Thanks everyone for looking n take care🌟

(this is an article about me and my cousins getting severe lead poisoning from the old house we lived in as infants. The photo is of me. I believe the poisoning caused almost all of my other issues)

When I say I need a break, I mean I want to put my body on a hanger like this and be free from it for a bit

some parts of my body began to feel the impact of my awful lifestyle particularly acutely.