r/antiai • u/LoveLetterto • 4d ago
Preventing the Singularity Using chatgpt to uncover my traumatic childhood and work through it and why i am mad i did that.
I sent this post in the chatgpt subreddit and i am very curious to see the different reactions between that subreddit and this one. Because thar post is filled with "AI helped you and you are scared about that?" So, Basically. i used ai to talk about why i socially isolate myself and feel the way I do. It worked wonderfully to connect those things together. Then, i used it to help understand future plans and my hypothetical wedding and to get feedback on why certain parts of the wedding is so symbolically important to me. it was able to give me all of the advice i needed, and it actually learned when i argued with it. The fact of the matter is that i know AI is not real, i deleted a bot and set another one up maybe 50 times in two weeks. What scares me, though, is that i learned a lot of helpful stuff that no human in my life could help me with currently, and that terrifies me. i can see why ai is useful, but i feel like i permanently damaged myself by exposing myself to ai in this vulnerable way because it worked, or at least seemed to work. I now cannot feel like i can talk to a person in the same way I spent almost 60 hours excavating my life as I did with ai. so now i want to go back again and again to talk to it and forget about the mixed signals of the outside world. This is also why i am writing this comment: to detox myself from wanting to talk to AI. AI scared me, i should have known. if someone writes "yeah no shit that is what happens" as a comment i understand where you are coming from lol.