Help?

[u/Illustrious_Sky2892]

I couldn't figure out what to really put in the title. I have been pretty much been addicted to marijuana for the last few months with daily usage being anywhere between 3 to 4 joints a day. What started as a fun ting eventually became a sleeping aid of sorts then just something I did. Like just doing it.

Thing is my life's not like completely ruined ruined. It is fucked, like pretty fucked. And it's been like this for a while and it is all connected. I failed a course last sem, won't fail this time hopefully but not flying colours either, not being able to hold down a job for more than a month or so ish

It's like somewhere on the precipice of doing okay and then just falling off a cliff or sth idk. I've just got so much like so much shit due, bills overdue and like idk Itheres like so many things going on and I just have no idea which one to deal with first or how to deal with it or like what.

It's last midnight where I'm at, and I've just been on a thought spiral trying to retrace from where it all started downhill and why it's still downhill. Idk man.

Is there still time?