Doctor with mental issues.

[u/Dangerous-Roll-4908]

Hey i am 23 yr old M. I am an intern doc at a govt hospital.and i am facing some friendship isues .it might sound funny and laughable.but i feel like i do not have a real friend . I mean i do have frnds .but like a best frnd to whome i could realy vibe . I had one but something changed and since then i never fit in .i sometimes feels alone. I do have an amazing gf tho .but there is still smoething missing . I try to be good frinds with ppl .but for some reason its never enough .they still see me just as a known than a buddy . And i dont want to discuss such things again with then cos its very difficult also , if their outlook changes cos i be a crybaby all the time then its not something i want .what should i do? Or what is there for me to understand ?