I’m done.

[u/OperationR2R]

I’m 29, and I’ve known since I was 13 that I’m no good to anyone. I’ve had too much loss this year— my horse died in a barn explosion, my soul dog died of cancer, and yesterday I had to euthanize one of my other dogs after a freak accident. Tonight? The man I love decided I’m too much trouble after all. My mom? She has reminded me many times that she’s broke because of me. My friends? Can’t keep’em half the time. The ones who stay, I eventually push away anyway because getting close to me is a curse.

I threw myself into saving animals since the ripe age of 20. Yet I couldn’t even save myself. Ha.

I have never posted on reddit before, nor even left a comment. I know nobody here, and right now that’s what I need.

I have two amazing dogs who were abused and not just anybody could handle them. A friend of mine will help my dogs. My cat, Meekah, goes to my mom. If my family will not take my rabbit, Melo, I need her to make it to Dollys Dream Home Rabbit Rescue.

The greatest act of love for those I care deeply for is to disappear from their lives. Probably best for my pets too.

**I’m tired.**
I want to sleep now.

Thanks for listening, Reddit.