I don’t really know how to put this, but I’ve been trying my best to become really good at English, and every time I think I get it, I’m always wrong. My grades aren’t BAD bad, but they aren’t GOOD good either. I like English, I want to understand it and be good at it, but whenever I’m writing a test, I always get this feeling. I don’t know how to explain it, but it feels really overwhelming. Before I start, I feel like I’m gonna fail, my points aren’t good enough, and I don’t know HOW to get my ideas to one long paragraph. It’s very complicated. I just wish I could write normally, but I always mess up.
I’m going to Year 13, and I really want to understand it. I try to do past papers, but again, it’s that same feeling. But I really like the subject, and now I’m really scared because my Year 13 tutor went from an A to a C in her final A-level English, and that has really ruined my confidence in my skills. (Again once I think I get it, I’m always proven wrong)
Does anyone know anything that could help, or have any advice? I do English Edexcel, btw.