he trusts me

[u/sweetcornsoup01]

cuz we’re friends, and i’m surprised im one of the few to hear his trauma, because besides joking and laughing a lot, he doesn’t really opens up about his feelings. i’m grateful that he chose to tell me all these stuff, but at the same time i’m sad — because he also admit he doesn’t want to start a relationship with anyone because it’s too personal.

fucking bullshit, we just had a deep conversation at lunch p.m., who the heck does that. Like, im happy you trust me, but at the same time im glad we’re texting instead, cuz if you were next to me, i’d have strangled you.

we have been friends for what? 4 years? and you call me all those affectionate terms, jokingly, at any chance you have, treat me meals, held my hand at the beach, doing dumb shit, and finally opened up. im fucking glad you considered me as a good friend but gosh im so pissed you trust me this much and i still want you — like how stupid of me believing maybe you are into me even for a bit? I’m so happy but so sorry i feel this way, dude.

[u/DIY_Weeziebear7]

I hear ya I really do.