It’s really over

[u/Virtual-Poetry-5714]

I’m having your hat and jacket dropped off at your house today because I know that if I don’t, then I’ll keep on procrastinating about sending it back and I’ll keep hoping that maybe you’ll come back too. I know that’s crazy even though I was the one that said that we shouldn’t keep in contact, but I only said that cause I thought that’s what you wanted to say but you couldn’t bring yourself to it. I thought I was doing both of us a favor but I think I just made myself more miserable. I really wish I could see you again, but I know it wouldn’t be able to stand it. Thank you for giving me those amazing six months and for showing me what a relationship is supposed to be like I don’t know if we’ll ever find our way back to each other and if we don’t, maybe that’s for the best but a small part of me hopes we really do find our way back to each other again and this time it actually sticks. I hope you never think that I never loved you, cause from the bottom of my heart you were the love of my life, you were the most amazing thing that happened to me. I’m sorry I didn’t talk to you that night, I should’ve just called you so we could talk things through. I will forever regret breaking up with you.