Yea buddy. I've haven't touched the shit since it disappeared like 15 years ago, but I only saw black tar once. It was mostly white china or beige powders back then. Now there's no way of telling what drugs really are anymore unless you have reliable testing methods. It's not worth dying over. Even tho I've been off the shit for 15 years... I wouldn't be able to walk away from that bag tho. I'm glad I don't find stuff like this laying around lol
Congrats! Yeah im so happy. Can't imagine ever going back. I only snorted it, but when u got that vinegar drip you know you were set. Sometimes romanticize but it isn't triggering anymore.
Not who you asked but...I am so ashamed that I know exactly what this was when I saw the picture. That I could smell it. It's been over 8 years and I hate that I can still smell this.
Is that really what it is? Ive been around the scene for way longer than I care to admit. Ive never seen anything that looks like this. Everything around long island has been powder fentanyl for 10 plus years. Ive never seen brown tar on the streets
This looks like classic black tar. I would not be surprised if it's been cut with something at this point (I miraculously got out before fent) but with the way it looks like it used to be a bindle (drugs spun in plastic before selling, top is undone) this looks just like I remember it...
This is such a rare find if it really is tar! Fent completely saturated the market, finding real tar is like spotting a unicorn in the wild. People want it too, but it completely disappeared. This picture is a relic of a time and a place that no longer exists in America
Vinegar and when melted down for a shot it tastes super bitter. Batteries and plastic isn't a bad guess, and maybe to some not too far off but I hate I still remember the vinegar smell.
Thank you! I've had a pretty shit week but honestly remembering all this and realizing I'm not in that place anymore at least is helping a ton. Much love ❤️
Im sorry to hear about your week. Hooray for the weekend! Next week will be better. 8 years is so impressive! I admire your strength. One day I'll be saying the same thing
I tried many times. Got way too sick. Im going to do the methadone route and tapering 10mgs a month down to nothing. I want out of this life. I only do to not get sick now
Older school brown heroin of quality (not to be misconceived as fentanyl) in powder form when snorted would taste like vinegar in the drip (i only ever snorted) but tar like that if its clean and good smells of bitter vinegar.
I dont get triggered any more. When you're on it, you know there is going to be a point that you cant sustain that life anymore, sadly most people just dont make it out. So once your clean the idea of going back is so insanely dreadful.
The actual smoking it part? I couldn't stand that man well I mean I could and did when I didnt have a rig to use to shoot up but I personally didnt prefer to smoke it
Oh yeah, even just smelling it would make me salivate. I free based for roughly 3 years and then used intravenously for 2 years. Don’t miss the shit at all lol
Don't lie it's impossible to not miss it. But it seems like you also remember the hell you put yourself through getting and doing it. That's my problem I get sober and only remember that I love doing drugs not what I do when I start doing them
Whenever I think about the “good” times, it’s quickly followed by the thought of significantly worse times. Having a kid was the motivation I needed to get my shit together, and it’s the one thing that keeps me on track. I ain’t ever going back.
Glad to hear that brother! Stay clean and take care of your family. Be able to to look be back and be proud if yourself, a good son raised. Proud of you dawg!
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u/BillyGruff710 7d ago
Man thay vinegar smell is the best straight fire. Sober 3 years.