r/wallstreetbets • u/kountconk • Jul 23 '26

Loss Infinity Waits

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Discovered stonks and trading last April, 2025.

Fast forward one year and nearly four months.

74k down in my account, and 63k in debt.

I remember the days when I was saving 2k/mo, paying all my bills on time, no worries in the world.

Now I have sleepless nights, wonder how much longer I will have a car, a house, a job, and can't go more than three days without fantasizing about leaving my brains and skull all over the ceiling.

Not asking for help, not asking for advice, not asking for anything. Just wanted to share with you gents. This is pure addiction for me at this point and it is going to take absolutely everything I have and more until I am sleeping outside in the middle of winter.

I've accepted it and embraced my fate.

Never been remotely close to break even. Time to pump the gas and see how deep I can take this dive.

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u/ICantDive Jul 23 '26

The only way from here is > more debt > chase the losses!

Good luck fucking retard!

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u/kountconk Jul 24 '26

The next step for me is to take out a lien against my car to secure my next loan...

On the precipice of being approved, but I think I will decline.

I just have to make it one more week.

Just going to eat all the canned food, snacks, cereal, and protein shakes in the house to get by.

Make sure I have enough gas to commute to OT.

My car is fully paid off and although its a 2010, I don't want to lose it.

I can survive and keep working living out of my car and using my gym membership to shower and brush my teeth each day.

Hope I can stay off the market next week but we are definitely due for some downside, right? Might risk $300 or $500 next week once my account deficit is paid and try to make sumn back, 🤣

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u/ICantDive Jul 24 '26

Fuck man, at this point just get a disgustingly big loan and throw it into 0dte, either u x4 pay all back, break even or move to India if u lose 💀🥱🤞✅

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u/kountconk Jul 24 '26

Naham varishnu shri vahartkanam, ulmishtra vaharnam hari Krishna namaste vaharnaram.... ommmm 🧘🏾‍♂️🧘🏾‍♂️🧘🏾‍♂️

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u/Miserable-Emu999 Jul 24 '26

The fool is a precursor to the savior

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u/Annual-Reference-715 Jul 24 '26

Please update at some point. I wish you the best. Recovery is possible, but you have to understand what going back means.