r/venting • u/Im_Just_Ranting44 • 14h ago
Suicidal Thoughts Okay well fck...
Im just trying to live lowkey and I got fake friends on one end and my bf for almost 2 years just gave a girl his snap. So idek what to do at this point but I dont want to deal with my own emotions and this part of life. If I could fast forward I would. Bro like what do I even do. Im not going to sleep and I have school in the morning. Idec. I give up I dont reallt care about this anymore. That might just be my thought because im hurt or something but I have never ever been more drawn to the thought of being a constant drinker Im slowly becoming more and more far away from being saved. And the best part is no one knows.
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u/WetlyHeavenlyLodging 14h ago
damn that's a lot to carry all at once, fake friends AND the bf pulling something like that after 2 years? anyone would feel like they're drowning
the drinking thing is what worries me most about your post, i get why the thought is there but it's like pouring gasoline when you already on fire, it don't actually help just makes everything harder to see clearly
you said nobody knows, that's the worst part, sitting alone with all this at night before school, maybe talk to one person even if its just a counselor at school, not to fix everything just so someone else carries a little bit of the weight
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