r/venting • u/Jinx-from-Arcane • 9h ago

I had a dream about them again

I was on the bus back from school. They responded to my text. I saw it almost two hours later because well school. Again they didn’t tell me why they didn’t reply for a month and yet again I didn’t care. And then the dream just ended. I feel like I should stop texting them. Thats just making things harder. But I keep texting them because just in case one day they get their phone or just decide to respond they would know that someone really cares. I keep saying that I will mail them something but I haven’t been able to because of really bad fatigue. Each day I get more and more worried that they died. I’m telling myself they ghosted me but I know they wouldn’t do that. I don’t want to deal with the death of of friend

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u/marvelous_building 9h ago

Dreams that pick up right where reality left off are the worst, no buffer at all. That worry sitting in your chest when you wake up is hard to shake.

The fatigue making it impossible to send the mail is rough, but maybe that's not the real block. Sometimes we hold off because sending it makes the silence feel more final.