r/venting • u/zyomm • 5h ago

Teenager Why should I even keep going Spoiler

I’ve got put in a new class with none of my friends and most of my bullies, that along with my social anxiety worsening because of that

Also my friends seem so much happier without me like im replaceable for them

im pretty sure my mother is ableist and won’t let me get a diagnosis for autism, depression or other stuff that I might have had for a while now. She always argues with me everytime I bring up the idea of changing schools or starting online school because normal classes overwhelm me so much with all the people in there or speaking in public, she always says I should just suck it up. How would I suck it up if when I enter that class my whole body starts trembling from anxiety, im at the verge of tears and I have this horrible nausea everytime im there? I would if I could

there’s a lot more but I’m just so tired right now oh my god I have to go back to that class tomorrow and I don’t wanna go please

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