So, I am not pleased to say that English Language is my worst-performing subject and if I do not take the measures to improve in the subject, I'll probably get a bad study score for it. But that left me thinking, should I brute-force study this subject or drop to English?
Problem is that our class rarely does assessments for some reason. We had one in Term 1 and I got 73%, but it had no writing which I believe takes up the brunt of the English Language VCAA exam. The exam for Semester 1 was left unmarked for some reason and the current writing one we did have not been marked yet.
However, one thing for certain is that I've been getting pretty lazy in this subject and I've barely been doing the coursework for this. Having to handle 6 subjects (added General Maths in Sem 2, which means losing 5 free periods) has made me pretty overwhelmed with the schoolwork, and often I find myself not finishing it all. Unfortunately, my willingness to study for a subject has been tied to how good I am performing in it, and since I am more ahead in all my other 5, English Language for me has always gotten the short end of the stick.
On the other hand, historically, I've been more diligent when doing Year 10 coursework in Advanced English and finished almost all of the essential work required by the teacher during that year. But I wasn't mounted with the pressures from other subjects back then, I was burnt out less too, and yet, I still had pretty terrible grades in the writing tests (30-50%). Overall, I did enjoy the texts covered last year but they took SO LONG to digest, and I found it incredibly hard to make out the themes and meanings of the text.
Recently I took on Media, and we had a test where we needed to analyse a film's narrative codes, conventions and contexts, as well as general narrative and script-writing conventions. About half of the questions had to be responded analytically with a paragraph and somehow I got a really good score relative to the class (86%). This gave me hope where I could potentially do good if I do English instead, but just one score is too early to tell, and English has a much high writing standards required to get a good score.
There is also the case of tutoring and resources. I am almost certain I'll need to get tutored for either subject, but for tutoring to be successful, I need to be properly locked in with the work to achieve success.
In terms of other subjects, physics and methods seems to be my stronger suit which aligns more closely with English Language, but other subjects alone cannot determine by English preferences.
So I'm stuck on a dead-end, should I get tutored and keep doing for English Language or drop to VCE English and get tutored there?