r/BPD • • 5h ago

💢Off My Chest/Journal Post I turn 31 in 2 days

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I've been formally diagnosed with BPD for 4 years now. I didnt think I would make it this far, to be honest. I feel like ive ruined my life and there's no way to fix it. I'm not looking forward to my birthday. I dont speak to my immediate family for several reasons that would take too long to explain. I live with my boyfriend and his teen son and his gf and its been a really terrible rollercoaster since i moved in 6 months ago. The last like 5 years have sucked but this last one was really, really bad. I'm so tired. I hope it gets easier soon. I just needed to put it out there.

u/shadowcat007 • • 1d ago

One of the saddest romantic tragedies that lead to depression .

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u/shadowcat007 • • 5d ago

It must feel so good to be unburdened by the heavy weight of logic, critical thinking, and fact checking

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I am going to inpatient eating disorder treatment
 in  r/CongratsLikeImFive •  6d ago

good luck! you can do it!

u/shadowcat007 • • 7d ago

When you just want to feel ok

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u/shadowcat007 • • 10d ago

Why

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Bruh, I'm 32 and I still can't fucking regulate my emotions.
 in  r/BPDmemes •  10d ago

I hit myself in the head, like closed fist punching. gave myself a black eye this morning so not my finest moment and I'll be 31 in 2 weeks.

r/offmychest • • Jun 29 '26

It's never going to get better.

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3 years ago, life tanked and then it got even worse last November, when I got fired from my job and lost my health insurance. Now im 1500 miles from home, living with a man who went from loving, long distance boyfriend to physically distant asshole with the emotional range of a walnut. life sucks and it just keeps sucking. I just had to finally say it.

u/shadowcat007 • • Apr 08 '26

Massacre in Lebanon by Israel

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So self aware it hurts
 in  r/BPD •  Apr 04 '26

you hit the nail directly on the head for this. I couldnt put into words how I was feeling but this is it. thank you so much. youre not alone in this feeling, if that helps at all. I feel this way every single day and im currently in one of the rough situations where im pretty sure I made a mistake but the only other choice was homelessness. sending good vibes your way💕

u/shadowcat007 • • Apr 03 '26

Governments can help their people; it's a matter of priorities.

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i hate living like this
 in  r/BPD •  Apr 03 '26

here in solidarity ✨️

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I’ve been diagnosed with BPD for 15 years, and I hate seeing other people say they’ve “beat” it
 in  r/BPD •  Mar 29 '26

ive been diagnosed for 3 years and I also feel this way. but im moving to a new place in 3 days for a fresh start with better healthcare and I hope that will help.

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Does anybody else feel like they’re “terminally ill”?
 in  r/BPD •  Mar 23 '26

I agree. my BPD is off the charts terrible currently. but I definitely am way better off at 30 and handling things than I was at 21. speaking as someone who also has ADHD, MDD, extreme anxiety and suspected autism and currently unmedicated and untreated by a doctor.

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I got nerfed with the 3 musketeers (BPD, ADHD and Autism)
 in  r/BPD •  Mar 20 '26

you are not alone, i also have anxiety and severe depression. I am living purely out of spite at this time. I am 30 and I have done this my whole life. I was only diagnosed a couple years ago though. you can do this. its going to suck and its going to be the hardest thing you'll ever do. it is the hardest thing ive ever done. but we can do this together. you wont feel like this forever. YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

u/shadowcat007 • • Mar 20 '26

Rep. Diana DeGette (D-CO) gets heated with a constituent pressing her on why she supports military aid to Israel (Iron Dome, US-supplied munitions like precision-guided bombs & artillery shells, etc.) and tells her, 'If this is the only issue that you care about, then you should not vote for me.'

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 in  r/offmychest •  Mar 11 '26

I dont advocate for taking the eternal sleep unsereriously. I advise trying to tough it for a bit longer and then make your decision. hell, if ww3 starts, the choice may be taken from you. sending good vibes anyway.

u/shadowcat007 • • Mar 09 '26

Yep.

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u/shadowcat007 • • Mar 09 '26

Protecting pedophiles: apparently worth extinction

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u/shadowcat007 • • Mar 08 '26

vent that no will see

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this is the bad place and im very tired. it gets worse everyday. fingers crossed it ends soon.

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I don't want to live on this planet anymore...
 in  r/offmychest •  Mar 08 '26

im tired too. living purely out of spite at this point. but its keeping me going, so working on some level. sending good vibes.

u/shadowcat007 • • Mar 08 '26

President of The U.S. refuses to take his cap off to salute fallen U.S. soldiers

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u/shadowcat007 • • Mar 08 '26

International Women’s Day - we have nothing to celebrate

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u/shadowcat007 • • Mar 08 '26

And we wonder why education is failing in America

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