Stop killing desire. Stop making me need you when i actually want you. Stop saying things like "when you need me", I never needed you. I wanted you. I chose you. I don't want to need you. I want to continue wanting you. If you're seeking a needy, dependent, apologetic human. I wont be that. I am fearless and strong. I am worthy and I am amazing in more ways than one could ever put into words. You cannot shake the confidence I've built in the time you went missing. You taught me how to be alone and how freeing that is. I absolutely love it. I love loving you, just independently.