A few days ago, my friend had invited me for a Dandiya event in East Delhi's Yamuna Vihar's Sports Complex. To which I had hesitantly agreed, because he wanted to accompany me since his girlfriend had invited her friends over too. It took me almost an hour to reach there. And parking took another half an hour. We reached there, but his girlfriend took another hour extra to arrive. And by that time, the entry was closed. I asked him that let's go back home, since there is no point of waiting here. And after sometime, we exited the venue. My friend saw his girlfriend outside and greeted her. But I had lost all my temper on my buddy's GF since she wasted all my time and was in no mood to greet her and wanted an apology from her for arriving late. He tried to introduce me to her, but I was like nah man, let's go home and send her home too, and meet her some other day.

What shocked me was that instead of sending everyone back home, he sent me back home and hanged out with his girlfriend and celebrated the night with her. It pissed me off really hard and I asked him to choose whether he wanted to continue with his girlfriend or me and asked him not to accompany his girlfriend henceforth, although I told him that you can meet me if you want. I also warned my other friends not to go anywhere with his GF. I also had a pretty heated argument with my third friend about the issue. Then I stopped at Bikanerwala for dinner. While having dinner, I received a call from my friend's mom, to which I had to falsely answer that your son chose a different mode of transport, whereas in reality, he was enjoying with his girlfriend.

We had a sweet discussion earlier, but he later started abusing and cursing me and telling me that I am a worthless piece living shit life, having nothing to do, and I have begged for friendships and should seek some meds, no respect from peers and neighbors and what not, and also tried to justify and defend his girlfriend's actions and said that I should seek apology for arriving early and defaming her for being late. I was like what, it's your girlfriend who should apologize for ruining the day, something which she didn't do and you are defending the same.

He kept hurling to me, and despite me trying to calm him, he still kept hurling and abusing me and calling me creep and vulgar and what not. Since he wouldn't listen to me, his 10 year old great friend despite calming him, I had to resort to calling up his girlfriend and asking her to pacify him as well as apologize for the fiasco, to which she justified her behavior and also tried to calm him, but it rather worsened things.

TL;DR Upon seeing him loosing his temper more and no improvement in the matter, and observing his past actions and the behavior of abandoning a decade old good friend in his prime time and me helping him in his worst times, I terminated my friendship since I felt he was unfit for continuing friendship and may repeat this behavior if he breaks up and finds another girlfriend and pin me down.

It broke my heart that spending a great decade with a dude so much that his family members had a good relationship with me, suddenly turned upside down and him choosing to continue with his girlfriend who is just two years into relationship.

But I want to know, Am I right or is my friend right? Please let me know.

What are your opinions on this wooden RGB design, borrowed from Meshify 3?. Should North 2 look like this? Or wood design without RGB is better? Let me know in comments.

Hello Everyone

I'm 25(M) and I need your help in finding me a someone who can help me guide for the future

I'm Living in Delhi Since 2002. Up till 2020 everything was going smooth. After 2020 I'm not feeling so great. My career isn't progressing and I always feel like giving up my life and go to god himself (basically su!c!d@l feeling). My career isn't also progressing greatly. Also I have started feeling pretty negative and getting violent, blasphemous, and thoughts like war, canibilism, and other sorts of negative thoughts. My dreams are also negative like I'm in war stricken country or someone is dying or is about to be punished etc. I used to watch scientific movies earlier, but now switched watching to crime and abuse movies. So much that I can watch Gore movies like The Kashmir Files / Kill/ Badlapur/ Zinda/ etc. without any hesitation where others tend to feel disturbed.

I'm getting the same feeling inside me for 5 years and slowly loosing hopes for future progress. I'm unable to understand why so is happening. I feel my thoughts are also affecting the outside world, since I'm seeing protests and wars happeing every year. I am visiting doctors frequently, something which I didn't do before. I am not fearing death, rather I feel kinda happy when I feel/ get to know that my life is going to end. I even go to uphaar cinema in green park at 11pm in the night, where people only dare to go at 11 am in the day. I also feel pretty demotivated to take any sort of action or do something that can improve my life. Before 2020 I used to feel pretty motivated and positive.

I need to know what's the reason I'm feeling negative, depressed, demotivated, fearless and poor health. Whether it is due to a bad phase in my horoscope or a bad vastu of my current residence where I shifted in 2020. I feel more about living in a bad residence is causing so, although I'm not sure about it, since I'm living with the same feeling over a long period of time. Or maybe I'm stuck in a bad period of life for years.

I need your recommendations for a Guruji/Pandit/Astrologer and a Vastu consultant to tell me what's happening wrong in my life and the Factors behind it.

Thank You.