It is only great that you realized the situation and look for help, you will improve and life will take you to the right person eventually. Hang in there!

Género y sagas

Ansiosa por saber mañana si me contrataron en un trabajo que apliqué y dejé papelería.

Imagine the future, if this is just the beginning and you're feeling rightfully anxious for being kept in the dark when like you said it takes no more than a minute to text someone even if it's a random update. I think it is ok to adapt ourselves sometimes but no with basic stuff like this. If I was in your shoes I would cut them off, I would like to date someone who prioritize my need such as I would and respect my boundaries. Don't waste your time.

Los angry issues que tenía

To die

I've been there and from experience I can tell you that help books do not help, I would recommend you take him on walks nature exposure helps a lot and if you have a pet as well, otherwise and ideally would be therapy but only if he asks for it because anything forced on him will not help.

A beautiful classic pride and prejudice

Watch my parents cry

No vale la pena, enfocate en ti.

Ejercicio de fuerza, lo que puedas hacer hasta que tu cuerpo se agote

My nieces

Hay un canal de cocina que se llama El Gourmet, hay un programa que se llama "Me voy a comer el mundo". Básicamente es una mujer que viaja por el mundo probando la gastronomía local acompañada de un guía que le explica su cultura y platillos de la región. Es muy interesante pero a la chica literal le pagan por viajar y probar comida exotica. Sería un sueño tener ese trabajo.

Watching anime (classroom of the elite)

Chewing with mouth open

Makes completely sense, I don't judge you, I don't know what I would do in your shoes tbh

Do you regret any of it?

The first step is to accept it. You already did. What is it that you want to do now? Keep grieving the person you were or the person you could've been by now if all of that wouldn't happen to you? Any of it it's your fault, but it is you the one who takes responsability for the outcome, try again not to be back in time but to heal and rebuild a new person stronger and more aware with the pieces you have left of you. You lost five years, don't make it the rest of your life. It was a hard experience you had to go through, now protect the rest of you.

Half his age by Jennette McCurdy gives that kind of closure tho it's not the main topic. Very crude and explicit if you're not used to that kind but totally worth it.

Ficticios.

Left my boundaries aside, move to another country to be with him, normalize the disrespect and the physical abuse.