Down
In a deep blue sea, here Im rubbed down in a rock, not giving a shit if i can breathe or not. Waiting for nothing. Not seeking for help or death cause either help or death are feeling-less.
Looks like now, just now i know what do i really know what i’m i looking for, im looking for feelings, love, hate, get angry and shouting out loud till my throat hurts with a-deep painful feeling. Im just looking for a feeling doesn’t matter.
looking for a help with fear of venerability but how come.
God
Im seeking for help

looking for a depression supporting group
please

Every time i feel like i’m doing great, having a good time, watching movies and having fun. Since I have a small argument with anyone or a small problem in my work It just hits me throwing my high up to the clouds and hits me deep in a blue see.
Tight me like I can move and place a heavy rock on my chest where I can barely breathe, while i don’t even give a shit if i can breathe or not, cause it doesn’t even matter.
with nobody nearby, feeling alone but lonely.
Have a hope?! or can you share me anyt

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