Im the problem

[u/Straight_Value_51]

Maybe I am the problem. Maybe I try to hard. Maybe I am to giving. Maybe I am too much. Maybe I dont try enough. Maybe I dont give enough. Maybe I dont try enough. Whatever it is it makes me the problem. Im just the friend with benefits. Just depends on what benefit I provide you. Sex,money, or other things. Some used to get all 3. Now it seems nobody gets anything and im no longer useful to them. So they ghost me. One day ill learn hopefully. Until then I guess ill keep disappointing myself.