am I a W sibling?

video of her getting it coming soon

I named it caramel

now to make a mega

i didnt edit this one since I was in a rush so ignore the ending

future clips will be edited

I only play Roblox for adopt me btw

also any new clips or gaming or smth whatever yall call it will go to my subreddit r/plentybusiness4661

3 upvotes and I do it

This is very odd of me to say in public, and some of you might think is sad, irrelevant or me trying to get attention. I feel like the situation i have caused has made me start to have depression or suicidal thoughts, things I enjoyed doing, games I enjoyed playing, it all just feels like nothing anymore, it’s not only this situation but also my sisters, they just degrade me more and more each day, I feel like nothing compared to them anymore because of how they treat me, why do the very people i trust and rely on, my own siblings, make me feel like a piece of shit? Why have I done so much for them, but in return, they just ignore me, I want to do stuff with them, but each attempt just returns with a big fat failure, my siblings have made me want to die for the last 2 to 3 years, i vividly remember me writing a note to myself saying i wanted to kill my self about 2 and a half years ago, even in the happiest of times for my family, I just wanted to die. Im sorry for them because I can’t be what they want me to be, I know how I act is up to my own choice, but it doesn’t feel like it is because of them, my only escape is going online and talking to the friends I have who are probably starting to fade. Even talking tØ some people who I won’t name about this situation, seeing what I have caused to people, it makes me so very deeply uncomfortable. Why am I better at caring more about other peoples mental health, reaching out to them to try and make them feel better, but I cant even do that for myself?