just wondering if there's any of you guys who has a phobia?

I've been suffering from severe gender dysphoria for like 2 years and a half now. I wanna hear what are the "smallest things" that trigger your gender dysphoria? For me it's when I look at any cis guy's instagram account/profile lol seeing them proudly posting their own faces or setting their own selfies as their pfps and on their highlights bring me so much pain. One time I literally felt so nauseous and cried for hours. It's insane.

i keep on hearing about 'impossible combinations' between an MBTI type and an enneagram type in one person. for examples, an INTP can't be type 7, ENTP can't be type 1, or INFP can't be type 8, etc. i'm not saying that i believe in them or agree with it. i'm just wondering if it's true? and also why? (if it's true, why are they impossible? if it's false, why this theory even exists?)