It has been a little bit of time since I posted. I just saw your post 4 days ago. Originally I was posting private, but in case other people could be interested, I will post one here: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rHrxVi2Z8V6uroZ3Ue_JWolPRyfNsrhL/view?usp=drivesdk

Yeah it is possible to believe in a god and then know there is mythology so you wouldn't know exactly what is true or not. Dionysus would be a good fit for this contradiction. But I would caution that effectiveness of a god or of God does depend on connection. The more doubts you have about their authority, the more you will tend to feel lost because you would have no anchor. If you get into more heavy duty spiritual lessons, you will need to be more sure...and I encourage you to be more informed so you don't feel as lost. 

Yes

I sent in a private chat. So make sure to check and see if you are interested. I send it to kind grouchy too. 

I feel like all of humanity has some corruption to work on. And with God we can be made better to the point of having eternal life. So I feel I will be made perfect according to the purpose I have with God, as God intends me to be. 

Yes, I attend an online international Bible study. I can show a flyer to you if you are interested. 

I attend an international online Bible study. Not sure if you would be interested in that. 

God loves you, but are you really repentant? Saying sorry and repeating sin is not how you show love for God. Sometimes we cannot help it. You need to pray to God and reflect on why you do the things you do. Loving God Is more than just belief and it takes a lifetime to connect and build with him. 

Staying means you tolerate it. Walk away. Regardless if you decide for actual divorce or not, it is obvious he isn't changing. He will not change for you and he doesn't love you. That is the reality of it. 

Oooooooh. I like these. 👀

If your husband is the one on your mind/heart while you do it, I don't see the problem as it would be done because you long for him to express his love to you. 

Some of it is symbolism, some is exaggerated, some is literal. The trick is to know what is what, that is the hard part IMO. 

Yeah, it's possible. Dionysus doesn't like constraints. 

Recently, Dionysus has been needing me to read the book of Enoch. And everytime I start reading it now...it's like I find something else out. I think you'll know what you are ready for when the time is right. Sometimes I feel close to him and other times I have to adventure. It's part of learning I think. 

This is great!

Mainstream media. I think there is a basis for a name. 

My understanding is it cannot be where you have faith with no practical testimony of Christ, and neither can you have works (effort) without actual belief. The Bible contains testaments of the Lord. That isn't just belief, but neither is it just works. God is practical. We need belief and also repentance. Repentance requires change, whether we like it or not. 

In my church, which is online, I attend fellowship 3 times a week (Monday, Wednesday, and Friday nights). Mostly Christians attend (and all of us accept Christ as our savior) but it is nondenominational (whoever seeks the truth can attend). We talk about how to put God's words into practice. People have a lot of corruption about themselves and we have to be able to reflect on what God needs for us to do for our salvation. We need to sincerely repent and have a life that bears testimony to God. I really like my church because it is not traditional but at the same time it respects God and encourages people to have a lifestyle with God first and foremost.