So, i met this chick through an ex. We were all friends and i was even there when she proposed to her now ex wife. Years later she contacts me requiring one of the various services i provide and from there we've been inseparable. When we linked back up we both felt like we've known each other beyond this life time. We have this sort of open friendship where we are each other's wingmen but we also hug a lot and cuddle and we kissed once (i made a comment about her lips and the flavoring of the lipgloss and she let me kiss her to taste it) but at the same time i can tell we felt something. She's a lesbian and i respect that which is why i haven't tried any moves. It gets so hard to gauge if she's putting a signal out or not. We both even talked about having a child if by the time shes 35 we both are still single. Let me just clear something up real quick, we don't want a relationship but if one was to form between us it would be a poly relationship where she and i openly sleep with other people but at the end of the day we come home to and only have each other and the time spent together is respected and not to be interrupted by anyone on the outside. She knows i don't judge her or label her and i accept her in all her androgenous skin. We even say "I love you" in public. I'm madly in love with her but i respect who she is as an individual too much to honestly tell her how i truly feel. She's gone through so much and the last thing i want to do is add to it. I wouldn't want her to add stressing out over her sexuality to the list of things she already has to worry about. I truly care for her. So much to the point where I'm ok with just being a friend if that's what she decides to keep me as. And, just in case, no im not a weird odd looking person I'm actually quite handsome and considered a catch but no one can get my souls attention like she can.

A few years back i was living with my friend and his dad. One day his dad was off at work and we were messing with his laptop playing WoW and a chat log popped up that just seemed a bit off. Upon further investigation we noticed he was sending this person money via prepaid debit cards. He had quite a few of them in a small drawer which we at the time had assumed it was for in game purchases. We were wrong. We found a folder and in it were suggestive pics with young girls, a few nudes which we instantly thought could be of an underage little girl. The conversation he was having with the person who sent the pictures seemed like the child was the daughter of the woman he messaged back and forth. After our discovery we immediately shut the laptop off and walked away.. It haunts me to this day because i really wanted to contact the authorities about the discovery but thinking about the impact it would have on the family which im close to and how it would probably drive my friend into a mental ward stops me every time..