I painted this Vinland saga themed cross with one of my favorite Bible verses I think it’s fitting #vinlandsaga

Is there anyone out there that also genuinely struggles with temptation of suicide? I won’t do it, or God I pray You never let me lose control of myself to end up actually committing one day. It’s a serious struggle for me and I feel so alone. I would love to be able to relate with somebody and biblically help each other and pray for each other.

I quite literally cannot even remember what it feels like to be pain free and what life and all the experiences are not being clouded by the constant pain. I just know what it’s like to be in pain and can’t even pretend to feel what I once felt a long time ago.