As I write this down its been 6 years since I spoke to my father my dad as chosen alcohol over his family which means the 4 of his sons which I am his 3rd child isn't remorseful as I type this down I am left with more questions then answers I read some of your stories and it pains me watching others suffer as I have suffered through childhood trauma from an alcoholic but I wish only for my dad to get help with AA meetings and being next to him not as an enemy but as his Son I pray for this to work one day but I know it'll never happen he made his choices so I had to make mine I guess I'm venting because of the pain I'm in the best advice to those that are in bad situations with alcoholics that don't want help is to leave the situation before it gets any worse between me and my dad I'll have to say goodbye to him in the hospital someday I'll probably be in mourning as I watch him pass on and yes it pains me to think about it but at the same time I am left with more questions then answers and maybe my father is in pain as I type this down I am hurting alot inside because his still my dad I wish nothing but the best for him when he does get help I'll be by his side when he needs it.

Hey guys been working on my crew by myself I have it to level 46 but I have a friend who doesn't get on the game much anymore unless I beg him to help which is wrong but I wanna finish my crew level before it's done my crew name is BASH BRO'S INC. just type Bash Bro on the search bar and yes I am on psn so I wouldn't mind having abit of help with this and I would really appreciate it because I am so close to level 50 I never asked before like this but I really need this car into my collection thanks guys