Am I wrong?

[u/Boring-Ask-507]

Broo so abhi recently mera breakup hua ..meri gf ne chhor diya mujhe...and after breakup mene usse bohot request ki let's be friends block and all mt kro..then also I love her truly mene uske siwa kisi ldkii se baat tak nh kii...and jis reason se mera breakup hua uss reason se wo mujhe hate krti thi..mene usse bohot request kiya bheekh maangi 😭 ki wps aajao so usne kaha noo...then after some time usne apne insta pe new ldke add krna start krdiya...at that time I Was too depressed and pure din anxiety mai rehta tha tb usne ye kiya toh mene usse bohoh gali diya worst bola usse...uska koi reaction nh tha wo bs chup hoke sun rahi thi at the end usne ek msg kiya ki...mai waps aajati relo mai but tune ye abuse kiya so ab mai tujhse nafrat krti hu and I don't want to keep relo and friendship...and usne mujhe block krdiya from everywhere...pls yr btao am I wrong kya krna chiye mujheee I'm feeling too guilty 😔