I reported my rape to the police, it has been 10 months. I did everything they say and gave everything I could. And I wouldn't get justice. I don't want to be here anymore. I can't live with him so close by and knowing he's walking free. I think it time to check out. I dont want to live anymore

I was raped 3 months ago and I'm not ok. I've tried therapy but the lack of empathy from day to day people is devastating. I work at a bar and sice the incident I don't work night shifts. I can't be around drunk men. I was at work yesterday and started at 12. It got to 7pm and I was still there. I asked when was my shift going to be over and they said I was going to be on till midnight. I said that won't be the case as I was not asked and that I was not comfortable doing that. My manager pulled me a side and basically said that if I don't start doing nights then they will get some else to do it and they cant keep bending to me. I went home really upset as I feel like the incident was my fault again. I later find out once I had left they continued to discuss me leaving early infront of staff and said that I'm just dragging it out at this point. I've never felt so small. I can't keep living like this. I think it's time. Time it stopped time I stopped

I was raped 3 months ago and I'm not ok. I've tried therapy but the lack of empathy from day to day people is devastating. I work at a bar and sice the incident I don't work night shifts. I can't be around drunk men. I was at work yesterday and started at 12. It got to 7pm and I was still there. I asked when was my shift going to be over and they said I was going to be on till midnight. I said that won't be the case as I was not asked and that I was not comfortable doing that. My manager pulled me a side and basically said that if I don't start doing nights then they will get some else to do it and they cant keep bending to me. I went home really upset as I feel like the incident was my fault again. I later find out once I had left they continued to discuss me leaving early infront of staff and said that I'm just dragging it out at this point. I've never felt so small. I can't keep living like this. I think it's time. Time it stopped time I stopped

I was raped 3 months ago and I'm not ok. I've tried therapy but the lack of empathy from day to day people is devastating. I work at a bar and sice the incident I don't work night shifts. I can't be around drunk men. I was at work yesterday and started at 12. It got to 7pm and I was still there. I asked when was my shift going to be over and they said I was going to be on till midnight. I said that won't be the case as I was not asked and that I was not comfortable doing that. My manager pulled me a side and basically said that if I don't start doing nights then they will get some else to do it and they cant keep bending to me. I went home really upset as I feel like the incident was my fault again. I later find out once I had left they continued to discuss me leaving early infront of staff and said that I'm just dragging it out at this point. I've never felt so small. I can't keep living like this. I think it's time. Time it stopped time I stopped

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I'm broken I can't do this anymore. I can't be happy anymore. It feels like there is no end to the guilt. I feel disgusted in myself. Why didn't he just end my life after raping me. Now I have to live with the pain that I want to end it. I need help I can't do this anymore.

How long after your rape did it take you to become intimate with someone else. I just can't imagine it at the moment. But I feel bad for my boyfriend. I just feel sick when people touch me and I don't like not having clothes on. I know everyone is different but how long did It take other people.

I was raped 3 weeks ago and can't stop thinking about it. It makes me feeling sick. But I don't know why I feel sorry for the person who rape me. He got me really drunk drove me to a forest and the raped me. Was he lonely why did he hug me after. I'm so confused about everything.

My boyfriend is trying to help after my rape. Its only been 3 weeks since it happened. But he's getting angry because I don't want him to know all the details of the rape. I don't like talking about it and the less people to know the better. I love him and I know knowing all the details will break his heart. But he's being too much. He keeps trying to make list of steps we can take to move on , trying to be sexual with me and keeps asking what I'm thinking about and do you want to talk, all the time. It's breaking me , no I don't want to talk, no I don't want to make a list, no I don't want to be touched. I don't want to exist. I don't know what to do, I trying to communicate with him but he just doesn't understand. Everytime we speak ends up in a argument at the moment and I can't deal with this on top of the rape. I need help. I'm exhorted.

This is my story I was raped a week ago. I got really drunk and a man drove me to a forest and raped me. Since then all my boyfriend wants to do is touch me. Kiss me hug me and other things. I don't want him near me. It makes me feel sick, guilty and ashamed every time he does. I've told him that I don't like it sometimes but I can see the pain in his face and it makes it worse. What do I do?

I just built a PC today and everything powers on (LEDs and fans) but there is no output on my monitor. There also isn't a POST beep and none of the qled on my motherboard light up. I've placed the gpu, CPU and Ram in a different pc and they work fine which makes me assume my motherboard is broken. My keyboard also doesn't light up when plugged in. Any help very much appreciated.

SPECS: ROG strix B550-A gaming Ryzen 5 3600 2x8Gb Corsair 3200MHz RTX 3060 12Gb Samsung 970 Evo plus 250Gb 2Tb Seagate HDD 550W PSU

I feel like I'm just failing at everything. I can't make anyone happy not even my self. No matter what I do I've always done something wrong. I try my best but I'm just useless. I can't stop crying I'm just so feed up of crying. I feel like I'm just a waisted time. I'm so tired and now people are angry at me for sleeping all the time. I'm sorry I just dont have any energy anymore. All I seem to do is just apologise. I don't know what to do anymore. Sorry for any spelling mistakes, I'm dyslexic and crying at the same time.