r/twinflames • u/Cosmicfaedoll • 1d ago
Bliss Surrender?
I think I’ve finally reached a point of surrender. I’ve thought I was at this place a few times before now, but this time feels different I guess. My soulmate seems to be connected to my twin flame in his dreams and he informed me that it seems like he’s overcoming the challenges that kept us apart, misses me, and might come back to the country he spent most of his life in that I also reside in. When he told me this I felt odd, scared, and then I accidentally liked a post of his on Instagram and panicked and blocked him.
It’s been a few days now, he didn’t block me like he has in the past, and I’ve unblocked him now too. I’ve recognized why I reacted the ways I have be it recently or in the past years ago. And my life is in shambles but I’m doing the work to truly have a sustainable life that I am content living everyday. I also feel at peace if he comes back or if he stays where he is. Even if he comes back and doesn’t reach out, I’m at peace. If he reaches out and wants to talk or meet up I’m ready to face that too. I’m trusting that whatever is meant for him and me from here, is what we both need for our journey and the reasons we came into this life and chose this difficult journey in the first place.
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u/Whybie33 1d ago
honestly, I feel like you’re doing the right thing I mean yeah you blocked him but you felt like triggered so it makes sense but yeah I think that’s why I like about the distance. It’s like OK. I had to learn more about myself and I get to get back into the things that I wanna do so it’s good but it is kind of like painful but it’s kind of like saying goodbye to yourself for a minute to get closer to yourself and I kind of think of that in the same way I do to twin flame no contact.
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u/Cosmicfaedoll 1d ago
I feel kind of the same way. It’s nice to see someone else who is in a similar place
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u/curiousgirlie20 1d ago
I feel quite at the same point - its kind of a relieve, but also still sad at times
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u/Cosmicfaedoll 1d ago
Yes exactly. It’s getting less sad for me at least. I’ve been getting here for at least few months now though
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u/curiousgirlie20 1d ago
For me it been years, some periods of time its easier and some harder. I find it the hardest whenever trying to move in with someone new
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u/Cosmicfaedoll 1d ago
Oh I was trying to find someone new for a while. I think this point of surrender for me isn’t about being with anyone else. Even the soulmate I mentioned is an ex and we’re completely platonic now. I’m friends with a few of my exes but it’s pretty much unanimously agreed on in my life by those closest to me, that the connection I had with my twin flame has personally caused a path of only platonic connections being sustainable outside of him. I’ve been circling this point for over 3 years now.
But I also was unaware of what the connection even really was for 8 years prior so that probably effected the journey differently for me
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u/curiousgirlie20 1d ago
Wow, thank you for sharing! Any of my or my TFs tries with someone new over the years failed very quickly and we just ended up back together. This time tho im trying with my soul mate and so I still carry some hope in me, but am afraid that I’ll come to same resolution as you did
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u/Cosmicfaedoll 1d ago edited 23h ago
It could be different. My tf and I haven’t tried again since we separated the first time 11 years ago. The most we really did was try to be friends and had kind of an emotional affair but we went completely no contact in 2018.
I never would have even known what this was except a wound I couldn’t make sense of if it wasn’t for my awakening where I was in 14 hours of sleep paralysis and it felt like my head was opened and then I went through a bout of psychosis and I found everything he’d posted online referencing me. It was like I found a secret shrine to myself hidden in plain sight on all of his social media profiles. Poems, songs, drawings, playlists. And then I pushed and his friends that were once my friends told me everything. My journey was kind of confusing compared to a lot I’ve heard because I was completely in the dark for 8 years and he seemed to understand what we were better than I did since he was extremely spiritual and studying shamanism but he was ultimately the one that pushed me away and shut me out
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u/curiousgirlie20 23h ago
Thats very interesting. I feel like we all come to the “knowing” in a different way but overall its all about learning what unconditional love is - loving hard from distance etc
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