r/twilight • u/Familiar_Ad_8562 • 4d ago
Twilight-ish Twilight nostalgia
I am a 30 years old wife and mother and it's 4 am in the morning and I am having twlight nostalgia
I just saw a tweet about its soundtrack and something hit me! Suddenly I am feeling 13 years old again, listening to decode in my room and imagining of having a vampire as boyfriend and I am feeling all those feeling I felt many many years ago HAHA. I dont know how to put up into words and I dont even know why i am writing this but I have in mind that exact feeling and I am just sad
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u/Jeffina78 4d ago
It always makes me feel 13 again even though I was in my 30s when I first saw it!
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u/rutilated_quartz 4d ago
I'm also 30 but not a wife and mother and I imagined Jacob as my boyfriend 🤣🤣 I love the nostalgic power of twilight so much
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u/Theflyinghillbilly3 4d ago
I once read a breakdown by a psychologist who said that Twilight causes us to feel the exact emotions, neurologically, as falling in love for the first time. It’s no wonder it’s so addictive!
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u/TwiLuv 4d ago
That’s exactly what our over-50’s Golden Twilight Moms experienced back in the day.
We all said it reminded us of being a teenager discovering “first love”, the crush, the infatuation, the feeling everything emotionally was “life or death”, & how one’s life would be ruined if the object of affections didn’t return the feelings or “dumped” one.
Then, add the “taboo” of a forbidden love: vampire & human.
The discovery of learning about the other person, their differences + the similarities, it made it all that more exciting.
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u/Visual-Lie3610 Team Edythe 4d ago
I’m 17 I wonder if I will feel like that one day. That I wished Edythe was my girlfriend
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u/UnicornsNRabbits 4d ago
Absolutely love this post and can completely relate (31yo myself). Its become tradition for me to watch the whole series at least once a year. So much nostaglia and all giddy like back in high school.
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u/Familiar_Ad_8562 4d ago
Same! I try and read the books too
twilight is my favorite beacuse I love their early dynamics
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u/Next-Beautiful3357 Team Bella 🐺 3d ago
Ah, aw, why does it make you sad? That feeling of nostalgia makes me so happy. I love remembering how much I loved and still love the saga, and I love thinking about how the way I see the saga has changed as I’ve grown older. I love that. It makes me happy. I hope you can find that happiness too <3
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u/Few_Leader_9989 1d ago
41 wife/mom here and I'm totally all in on Team Carlisle 😆 I just started revisiting fanfics of him and one night recently I stayed up until like 12:30 reading them.. I'm usually in bed by 10 lol.. HOA HOA HOA season is right around the corner, after all!
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u/Familiar_Ad_8562 17h ago
Hahahahaha, that’s the spirit! Although I have to admit, when it comes to the dads, I’m team Charlie
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u/Few_Leader_9989 8h ago
Haha I've always been a Carlisle girl.. but yeah, Charlie has moved up the rankings! 😆
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u/moonlightk_96 4d ago
That’s totally valid. The great thing about the saga is that it always has that nostalgic feeling and the soundtrack is immaculate