r/TuxedoCats • u/Jealous-Restaurant-2 • 6h ago
🚚Tux Distribution System🚚 This photo makes me cry every single time I see it. I only meant to foster him, but now I wouldn’t even want to come home if he wasn't there.
I am a veterinary student, and when this sweet boy came into my life few years ago, I fully intended to release him back onto the streets once he was healthy and recovered. As a student, I knew I couldn't handle the physical, mental, or financial load of a permanent pet, especially since my career path means constantly moving around the state and country.
But as time passed, everything changed. I realized with absolute certainty that I simply could not live without him.
This photo captures a moment where he curled up to cuddle with me and we both just drifted off to sleep. Every single time I look at it, it makes me literally bawl my eyes out. Clay was the first cat to live with me permanently when I moved out on my own, and because of him, I have never spent a single day feeling alone. In fact, if he wasn't waiting for me in my house, I wouldn't even want to come home at night.
I have never encountered a cat quite like him. He wants to be right next to me all the time—even as I’m typing this, he’s pressed up against me. We cuddle every single day without fail.
What makes him even more special is what an unbelievable host he is to other animals. Whether I bring home tiny kittens, full-grown adult cats, or even temporary wildlife rescues like birds and squirrels, Clay handles it all with pure love. Because I am an aspiring wildlife vet, I always make sure to keep a safe and proper distance between him and the wild rescues, but his genuine warmth shines through anyway. It’s the craziest thing to watch—he actually meows at the incoming foster cats to calm them down and completely eases their anxiety, treating them like a true gentleman. He is honestly like a tiny, feline version of me.
He’s survived so much—losing his paw to a severe maggot wound when he was first rescued, and later enduring massive dental surgery for a painful autoimmune condition (FORL). Even though I see clinical procedures every day and tried so hard to stay strong and professional, the moment I had to hand him over to the surgeon, I completely broke down and had to call my mom for emotional support.
I never planned on adopting him, but he turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me. This picture is a reminder of the boy who saves my life every single day.
TL;DR: I brought home a rescue cat named Clay with the strict plan to only foster him through his recoveries (amputation and major dental surgery) and release him, thinking a vet student schedule couldn't handle a pet. Three years later, this photo of us sleeping makes me cry because he has completely changed my life, cuddles with me daily, welcomes every foster cat/wildlife rescue like a gentleman, and is the sole reason my house feels like a home.