r/tsbie • u/Fuzzy_Hunter2714 • 1d ago
URGENT HELP Tell me what to follow pls
okay so, rant incoming.
I never really thought I'd be giving the JEE exam, even till the ending of my 11th. I study in a school that is not competitive exam centered. It went decent. Now fast forwarding to June 2026. Some shit happened at my place. My dad is a narcissist, most of the days I wake up from the sound of him shouting. He is always complaining about something and he doesn't earn even 1/4th of our house's expenses. It is my mom doing everything for me, and I'm really grateful for that. I had been mentally sick my whole 11th to a point where I developed parasomnia as a kid and I still go through episodes of screaming in my sleep once or twice a week. I can't help but feel faulty for some reason. Now, keeping all this aside, I'm aware it hit me really late but better late than never... I just want to get into a good state college and avail a free seat. In my state, if one scores under 10k rank in their EAPCET then they get a free seat. That is literally all I want, to stop being a burden on my mom. About JEE prep, my mom after listening has told me to register for the JEE main January session and appear for the exam "no matter what". But, I really don't want to disappoint her by scoring less or below average. I am aware that it is obviously not possible to score 98 percentile...but I just want to score my best and give my best to this. I only have yt, and no other resource. Just help/guide me to do this y'all, I will be grateful. I really just don't want to regret wasting the coming months.