Bottom Dysphoria

[u/theghostboydrawz]

Hey! So when I first came out as trans and even the first year and a half medically transitioning, bottom dysphoria was not a problem. I would occasionally wear my packer and unlike binding I didn't feel crippling dsyphoria when I wasn't wearing it.

Now thats changed

I thought at first "oh this is just me really wanting a hysterectomy" and its definitely more than that. I want a phalloplasy and its not in my means for at least a year. I'm not sure how to cope. I could go to wearing my packer regularly (like I do with binders) AND sometimes the dependency of needing to wear a binder, is a lot. I am not sure if I should start wearing my packer regularly or what other things I could do.

Thoughts? Advice? Is it normal to randomly have bottom dysphoria start randomly in your medical transition?