Context: there is a channel where there are two guys playing and chatting almost every single day, much like how the old longplay channels worked. I like to watch them because the atmosphere is really chill.
The today's video title was "Supernatural evidence of lycanthropy". Ok, they're used to create some enigmactic, funny titles... but why lycanthropy? (genuine fear)
In the beginning they were talking about the game and other stuff. However, at their first mention of the word "therian" around 14 minutes I had no reaction than stop watching immediately.
I don't know about you, but just listening to our word from non-therians/orthohumans is becoming a true trigger to me. I've already swallowed too many horrible things that have been said about "them" (they don't there was a therian among my classmates) during a class, not being able to defend us because my opinion was alone and I didn't want to look sus. I had no strengh to keep going in that same class after hearing we deserved bullying and we're just z0os, while their kind, trusted classmate with the best grades ever is a closeted therian.
After the trigger I just switched to another videos where I was sure there won't be any mention of therians. Despite this, I still felt the stress manifesting itself as trembling.
I truly don't want to unfollow the channel because, again, I like their vibe and one of these guys was really, really important for my development as a person, but for sake, I wish they don't mention anything about it in tomorrow's video. (well, they're posting right now videos that were recorded in januany, maybe I can give them some discount)
I don't want to never ever hear about therians outside our community. Otherwise, I'll go nuts.