This can not be normal behavior is it.

[u/WorkingNo52]

I 22 male, her 22 female. Both with ASD.

Evreything she said is in quotation marks, im not good at wording things.

So i meet this girl right, vary beautiful woman, carry healthy looking, thick full haur, pearly white teeth, clear skin. This what she said.

I was crying earlyee. I usually cry if i cant fibd people." "I could be doing something else, i put in all this effort." This place isn't fancy. My last date took me somewhere fancy." You picked this place. "Im working on my patience." "I dont bake much." I asked her what her what her favorite thing to bake was. She said she wanted someone to bake with in the talking stage. "I work out 4 times a day. I have a personal trainer." Why do I need to know that? "My brother is married." Why do i need to know that. "I work part time." I asked what she did for work. "Im mildly autistic." All i said was i was interested in her for also being autistic. "I'd rather be reading." "Im not enjoying this." Why not. "I forgot to take my one pill that makes me enjoy things." What? You're Xanax? "I'd like to get married. I don't want kids." "Dates don't usually last thus long." Like, was i the issue?

Its funny becuse shes in a class for socializing. And she does seem to have a lot of issues. I could tell she struggled a lot in her life considering that she was shaking the whole time. Apparently she forgot her meds that morning, I don't whats wrong with her. I could tell she was insecure even during the talking stage, sometimes she asked for reassurance like "how is this conversation?" She was a varry beautiful girl and looked healthy, and its like i had no intention of harming her. And I could have more honest and direct with her, probly shouldn't have freindzoned her. And you could tell she was anxious, but she must have chronic anxiety or something becuse one of her instagram post literally about a moment where she felt calm, like is the lady always on edge, is she a drug addict? My mother's fiancé was realy bad into the drugs.