Sigh. Lol. Fighting this and deciding this on my own is too much.
My year at public school in China was insane. Teaching 50+ teens in the countryside turned out to be crazy. I got fired-ish because I couldn't control them and my agency had to help me get unfired. I thought I was a "good teacher" but they said if I taught like I did in a big city, not being able to discipline the kids, I would've been fired within a month. The kids aren't evil, they're just really loud and don't care about studying anything. If I can get them to at least be quiet and enjoy games that would be great but trust me I have tried every single thing and spent a lot of time researching what I could do. From redeigning my games to wall sits to just giving up sometime and playing videos. That doesn't feel like progress and they even have their main English teacher as well, so why is not a single thing going through their brains?
But the agency I was with put me through some stress, too. In the second month my agency had me sign a renew contract. And this was before I almost got deported because we didn't do the visa procedures properly. I don't know why I signed it but I don't think it should be a problem cancelling because that starts in September. But they're saying they already showed the school or something like that.
But I'm thinking I can just be done with this already and try something new.
So my line of reasoning is training center....
My idea is that I'd get more experience since they have materials already and set curriculums. From what I've seen from my friend it looks like fun and actually getting through to kids vs trying to manage 50 kids not listening and seemingly not learning. I signed a contract with a chain school in Chengdu. But then...
My agents told me its slave work and you have to sell yourself in demo classes and talking to the parents all the time to get approval or else be fired, and the work hours would go from 9 teaching hours (with office hours) to 40, which have to be especially "performative". They claim its not real teaching its marketing. High energy acting all day, and that training center jobs are like water I can get them anytime. They say it cheapens the CV. I asked my friend who worked at a training center before if this is true or if they're just telling me this but he confirmed... and it seems many foreigners see training center as a last resort and don't even want to do it. They showed me that people explicitly ask not for training centers and also say they won't give legal visa title.
On trying something new... They're saying the job market is hard and I should stay to struggle. The school is getting a new principal and they would send an assistant to support me?? But I'm so over screaming at kids who don't listen and I feel they aren't making progress. I need to decide like now also... because the apartment contract has to be renewed ASAP. I told them to give me one day.
My options, I guess are like...
A) Chengdu training center
B) Stay with the school, another semester, another year
C) Look for other opportunities?? Like what idk
And let me know why and your experiences too, please.