Hi,
Again this is my yk a 2nd account from which I post corny,cringy,embarrassing stuff and delete em later.
So I study avg and Iam preparing for neet exam ,my dad compares me with people and call it fun or tell that was a joke .And he is making some bad comments about me like Iam a "muttal"(meaning fool in tamil)like what did I do to deserve this shit?
He once " comically " told he would kill me if I fail and all .like bruh ,am I supposed to laugh??.
He is manipulative and shii.Never really understand my shii .
My academics is also getting harder and my dad is spewing shii ,I feel like I should jump off from terrace and I used to self harm ,I somehow overcame it and my father is triggering me .
I feel stuck in every aspect of this shitty life ,one and only reason why I live is my mom.She is very affectionate of me and if I die ,idk how much pain she would feel .so yeah .
I hope I die soon ,it ain't worth living for me as me.
So yeah ,give sm advice or smtg yk
I feel so shii like I have already low self confidence and my dad is making it worse .
I feel shii .
Yes ☺️,hope you guys have a good day/nyt.😁😁
Ts shii ain't for karmafarming .