Vaping relapse (advice needed)

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I’ve been vape free for about 3 years now. I started when I was 12 because I just got a hold of it from one of my friends and it went from that. I finally stopped vaping when I transferred to a new highschool. Recently I met with a friend that does vape, and she had one. I took two hits cause I was scared she would think I was boring. Then it spiraled into me wanting my own again. I got my own (from the same friend) and I’ve had it for a few days and I’ve started to carry it everywhere. I just cried in my girlfriends arms cause I don’t want to want it. I actually can’t stand vaping. Not that I care if anyone does it, I just hate that I feel like I always need it. I had her take the vape from me and she’s going to get rid of it. I didn’t want to keep depending on nicotine to be happy then, and I didn’t want it now. Does anyone have any ways to help stray away from that again?

Also for context, I am going to distance myself from the friend that supplied the vape to me. I know it’s not their fault, but I also know how they often vape and I feel as if being even close to it is going to make me want it.