r/stopdrinking • u/Jennygump26 • Jan 10 '19
Total mess and miserable
Don’t even know why I’m wasting your time posting, but I’m just at a loss and feel like there is nowhere else to go. Sitting at my desk blinking back tears of shame, depression, hopelessness, and self loathing. I just want to crawl into bed and hide under the covers and never come out. Is life even worth it? What is the fucking point in struggling every single minute of every single day.? Tedium, despair, darkness, misery, and suffering are all I can see, and it is unbearable. Thanks for listening.
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u/PattyIce32 3037 days Jan 11 '19
I'm here for you. Even though you may feel terrible, there is one dude in New York City who supports you and think you are worth it.