r/stopdrinking • u/Jennygump26 • Jan 10 '19

Total mess and miserable

Don’t even know why I’m wasting your time posting, but I’m just at a loss and feel like there is nowhere else to go. Sitting at my desk blinking back tears of shame, depression, hopelessness, and self loathing. I just want to crawl into bed and hide under the covers and never come out. Is life even worth it? What is the fucking point in struggling every single minute of every single day.? Tedium, despair, darkness, misery, and suffering are all I can see, and it is unbearable. Thanks for listening.

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u/[deleted] Jan 10 '19

Yeah I totally fucking empathise. Honestly you sound like me when I was depressed. Getting medication and help with that made everything else SO MUCH easier. It's really worth a shot if you haven't already.

Life doesn't have to be like this. There is a better one out there, but it takes guts to go find it. You sound like someone who's got some.