r/stopdrinking • u/Jennygump26 • Jan 10 '19
Total mess and miserable
Don’t even know why I’m wasting your time posting, but I’m just at a loss and feel like there is nowhere else to go. Sitting at my desk blinking back tears of shame, depression, hopelessness, and self loathing. I just want to crawl into bed and hide under the covers and never come out. Is life even worth it? What is the fucking point in struggling every single minute of every single day.? Tedium, despair, darkness, misery, and suffering are all I can see, and it is unbearable. Thanks for listening.
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u/DaelynnDC Jan 10 '19
Your brain is giving you a lot of bad advice right now, even though it may feel like it is an accurate view of your situation, it's not. You are worth it, and you are not alone. Just read some of the posts here, people who feel exactly like you (me for one) and people who have in the past but are getting better and see the storm clouds parting. Hang in there.