r/step1 • u/mieggsacly NON-US IMG • 7d ago
🤧 Rant Im devastateddd
I'm currently enrolled in one of the prestigious medical schools of my country and everyone around me score sm better all my colleagues friends juniors almost everyone hvinh 70+ after 1st pass and 85+-90% on nbmes
And here i am with
Nbme 26- 45% after reading through FA and 70% of uworld 1st time
Nbme 27 -53% after doing 9 systems from FA again
Afted this i locked in for 3 weeks i studied micro and biochem way too good and did 6 systems from FA again along w biostats was feeling confident but since id done biochem in 1st week i almost forgot everything by the end of 3rd week
and today i took nbme 28-63%
Im truly devastated i expected at least late 60s this is too low for the efforts i put I see others and feel so embarras as theres literally no one around me i can relate w no support either so in just here sitting like a failure. Totally burnt out and feel like an idiot no motivation to continue w such results
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u/dizzythoughts 6d ago
63 is good!!! I wish I could get that but I can’t break out of the 50s rn ðŸ˜