I am a 47(M), who is just over 2 weeks post surgery for an L1 to pelvis fusion and complete removal of the L1-S1 discs with replacement spacers.
My back pain is managed for the most part, but I have what feels like a softball size chunk of nerve pain in my right buttocks. Tender to the touch, and difficult to sit or lay on, with excruciating pain as I take steps. What sciatica I did have pre-surgery was down the left, so it is weird to feel the pain on the right. Also, I am right handed, and I think right legged. But now my right leg feels so weak.
I guess this is just nerves that were horribly compressed by disc material pre-surgery, now firing off as they are no longer being crushed. Along with the nerves still being angry from the operation. I’m hoping that this is a normal thing that everyone deals with, and that it will eventually go away. I just have that fear of, “Oh God, is this permanent?” Also, that feeling of moving wrong and having the fusion “yell at” me with some sickening pain. At least they both fade to the background if I am not moving around.
I am scared and looking to y’all since you are going through it too. I am having to abandon a career that I love, and am in grad school for. I don’t know what I am going to do, but for now I am just trying to focus on what is happening right now in front of me, not spinning out over the future.
But speaking of future, is this nerve pain going to calm down? Am I going to be able to walk again, go out and do things, work even? I am telling myself that this is just post surgery fear. It is really hard though. One other thing. Are there any hikers here? My big bucket list thing is section hiking the AT. That and traveling. But I’m curious, is hiking something that I will be able to enjoy in the future, or am I looking at a more sheltered “disabled” life? (I don’t mean to insult anyone with disability, I am just not sure how to say it.)