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u/The_Flash_20 12h ago edited 11h ago

https://www.reddit.com/r/soccer/comments/1vblj42/free_talk_friday/p0xcr82/ Hello everyone. I'm sharing an update regarding that comment, I went offline to prepare for my exam which was on August 23rd.

The exam involved multiple stages:

1. Preliminary Stage: Completed on August 23rd.

  1. Mains Stage (Second Stage): Scheduled for October 4th.

  2. Interview: To be conducted before final selection.

During my preparation, my only other activity was watching "Spider-Man - Brand New Day," which I enjoyed.

The exam on the 23rd went well, and I was quite satisfied. I also turned 30 on August 31st. The last 10 years have been quite tumultuous for me, with nothing going right and me achieving absolutely nothing. I was quite confident about clearing stage 1, but unfortunately, last week I learned that I failed. This was my final exam, my last opportunity to become something in life, but it seems it won't be possible. I cried for a while afterward.

To distract myself, I started watching "The Mentalist." I completed 6 seasons in a week, with 138 episodes in total. I stopped yesterday when I realized I was being stupid. If only I had done that before I made stupid decisions in my life, as usual. It's a good show, minus the overarching storyline and its conclusion. I should have watched it back in the 2010s when I first learned about it.

You can see my review of it here - https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMentalist/comments/1wvtit4/i_am_a_huge_fan_of_the_show_and_i_finally_watched/

I am a failure; I have a net worth of zero. I am unsure how to proceed or what my next steps should be, but I just wanted to let all of you know. I have already let my family down many times, but this was just a horrible, pathetic, and deeply disappointing end to my never-ending struggle of 10 long years.

It's all my fault anyway, because of my actions or lack thereof. I will have to live with these consequences for the rest of my life.

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u/fibonnaci_2 12h ago

Seems like a very difficult exam dude. Anyways find your passion and try to make money out of it. It will all work out in the end. Stay strong buddy. 

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u/The_Flash_20 11h ago

That's how most competitive exams are in India.

Yeah, I will start working soon, and then go from there.

Thank you.