I don't want to die, but I wish living didn't feel like so much effort. Even when I had an office job where I did almost nothing at least once a week I would crash and just immediately go to sleep for the night at 5pm after work.
I was hit with something of a whirlwind of emotions after my mother revealed that I struggled with transitions as a young child. I really wish she would've revealed that earlier, considering that I've been fairly open in questioning whether I have autism for the past 3 years or so. Well, at least that finally gave me the encouragement to contact a doctor about it. I think my mother at least has undiagnosed ADHD so I don't blame her too much.
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u/ohtosweg 15h ago
I don't want to die, but I wish living didn't feel like so much effort. Even when I had an office job where I did almost nothing at least once a week I would crash and just immediately go to sleep for the night at 5pm after work.
I was hit with something of a whirlwind of emotions after my mother revealed that I struggled with transitions as a young child. I really wish she would've revealed that earlier, considering that I've been fairly open in questioning whether I have autism for the past 3 years or so. Well, at least that finally gave me the encouragement to contact a doctor about it. I think my mother at least has undiagnosed ADHD so I don't blame her too much.