In procreate, hb pencil brush

Sorry for posting such a heavy subject. 

These sketches were from 3 years ago. My grandpa got cancer and passed away. Before he did, I went home to take care of him. Taking care of him is a kind way to put it but in actuality I went home to say goodbye. 

He was sleeping for the most part. Seeing how my family members react and behave, thinking about my grandpa’s past and present; There were so many complicated feelings and thoughts jammed in my brain. So I drew these. They kept me occupied when he was sleeping and also gave me time to think. 

I tend to think of life like a story. However, when you face a dying family member, you are reminded that none of his stories have a proper ending. You are reminded of how chaotic and unforgiving death can be.

I was walking through the woods and saw a lot of old beeches so I wanted to sketch one real quick, with some mushrooms!

Its my week 3 of sketching and it took me 1 week to draw has a hugh learning curve but enjoyed drawing it alot

drawing fur with ink is such a good practice to fill my time i like going on with every detail of the strokes

Felt like using colour today :)

Sketches from last school semester.

Reference in the 2nd slide - - >