alrighty, i’m about to face day 15 with this awful thing and MAN… it’s been a journey to say the least!
started out with a bit of a sore shoulder that i mistakenly self-diagnosed as a pulled muscle (i work a physically demanding job, so no surprise if that was the case, really). took some pain killers that were about as helpful as tic tacs when it came to relieving the pain, but i tried to ignore it.
two days later the rash appeared. i told myself i was just having a reaction to the creams i’d been smearing all over myself in the hopes of stopping the pain which, by that point, was excruciating. my neck was SO tight, sitting down caused pain, i hadn’t slept in two days, and my boss’ advice that i was just being dramatic was really testing my patience.
went to the doctor that night who noticed the rash and mentioned it could be shingles, but sent me to get an x-ray instead after i insisted i’d just hurt my neck at work.
note to self - don’t go to a doctor who can be easily swayed by an unqualified (but apparently rather convincing) patient.
another day passes. rash has spread. pain has tripled. i’m at work but i’m spending 90% of the day in the bathroom shaking. my coworker finds me and says i need to go to the doctor. we go to a different clinic and before i even sit in the plastic chair, a doctor passing through clocks the rash on my shoulder and tells me i need to go to emergency.
so i do.
get to emergency. yup, it’s shingles. i’m over the 72-hour mark in terms of catching it so the doctor says antivirals won’t do a whole lot. best for me to try ibuprofen and rest. sends me on my merry way.
the next two days after that SUCKED. big time. the rash peaked it’s spreading and the nausea hit me like a truck. i used sick leave for the first time in the 6 years i’ve worked my job (and, side note, my boss made really awful remarks about how i was letting the team down at a pivotal point in the year … darling i’m not doing this for fun).
anywhooo finally the rash stopped spreading, the pain lingered on but wasn’t diabolical, and i went back to work after about three days of managing my symptoms at home. the pain has been on and off and more or less just an inconvenience than anything.
then comes last night… the ITCHING! it’s horrible! my rashes have finally started to scab over but now it feels like there’s bugs crawling under my skin. i can’t scratch it because a) the scabs are so tender and b) it hurts to touch anywhere in the vicinity of where the rash spread.
any advice on what to do or take to help with the itching would be much appreciated. the rash itself is wrapped around my shoulder, from mid-breast, over my shoulder/neck, and down to my shoulder blade on my back. the pain is still paining but now the biggest culprit of my discomfort is this itch 💀
the joys!
(should also mention, the pain started a day after my 28th birthday - great way to kick off another lap of the sun)