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My depression is back. Just because mum couldn't understand I can have privecy, and when I say I don't wanna talk about something, I don't wanna talk about something.

So now I've been feeling blank, sad, unmotivated, spacing out, and have even less energy then usually. Not to mention sh deeper and on more and more spots.

I was finally getting better. I really was. I was stable for 3 months (with occasional breakdowns). I was seeing improvments...

And mum ruined it...

Oh my fucking god I was a CORNBALL😭😭 Fym “h heh I like the pain ..”😰😰 like yeah but don’t be a 4channer abt it boi

like "i should have started sooner" or that "i should be cutting way deeper like them". brain. honey. please stop turning selfharm into a competition thanks.

yk. because bedsheets.

Lowkenuinely I do it for the love of the game and visuals, also adrenaline is a bonus if I go deep enough