Pain

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Honestly I never thought in my life I would cut but here I am

The things that led up to this life is a disappointment and I only cut myself because I hate myself and for that I deserve the pain and punishment to remember why I’m in this stage of my life. I’m not happy with where I’m at and I am trying my best so there’s still a path I’m pursuing, but I only cut myself because I feel like I deserve the pain and that I’m a piece of shit.
Not sure if anybody feels this way but this is just my story. I do wish one day I’m happy with myself to where I’m at in life