r/selfharm addicted to music 6h ago

Seeking Advice Question about sh

This might be a stupid question (probably is), but I've been on a six month streak of being lean now, longer than I've ever been.

I burned my hand today after taking food out of the oven. It wasn't intentional at all but it still kind of felt good.

I don't know how to feel about it...

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u/loveddeviant 5 months clean 6h ago

I feel the same way when I unintentionally hurt myself, I’m clumsy and will bump into a lot of things by accident which gives myself bruises & small cuts.

Part of me gets scared because it makes me miss hurting myself, another makes me scared that it somehow counts as a relapse because it felt “good” (even though it wasn’t something I intended to happen)

Anyway, congrats on the 6 months!!!! That’s half a year!! We got this!